right. log #5 should’ve been up last sunday. been busy with my work every night that by the time i was done, i just want nothin but to be tucked under the covers. sleepin has never felt so good till i’m tired flat. spent the holidays at home, the place i’d rather be than anywhere else. ‘course i did went out to get me some furniture for my room and stayed till late havin sushi for dinner. oh california roll, how i love thee~ <3
my week then resumed with me full of anticipation of the next assignment, to then be dissapointed when i was re-assigned to another. everything just went downhill since then. really dreaded my time everyday, countin down to the minutes that i can just step away. it just hit me in the face that i decided there & then that this is not what i want to spend my life with. it’s just not worth it. that week had been the worst so far. feelin down & pissed every day that whoever pisses me off next will get themselves a punch in the face. no, serious. that’s what i’d been thinkin the whole time whenever i’m pissed. i was already at breaking point.
then comes friday, finally! the day i’d been waitin for. one, it’s the weekend; two, i’ll be meetin up with a bunch of mates for dinner. dropped everything at work & rushed back to only find myself stuck in traffic all the way back, and hey, it was raining heavily. very bad crawl & i stood all the way back, crushed amongst other beings. was xhausted & felt that i should just skip dinner with em & go home straight but then again this is a get-together that’s not to be missed. this is not how i wanted it to be, stuck in traffic & sandwiched amongst other mortals! funny thing was that a friend of mine was stuck in the same bus as well. she was in front while i was in the middle of the bus. both of us were driven to the edge that we sent sms-es to each other all the way back. sure lightens up the situation. love her sense of humuor. both of us were laughin & runnin in the rain lookin for shelter after we alighted. soaked. and i was to meet my mates for dinner! xcused myself & bought a purple shirt. whayy! dried, in an instant.
dinner was definitely awesome, with the whole group of us, sittin in a deserted area, laughin & catchin up on each other’s life. i looked down the table, ‘hey, how long has it been?‘ some things just never change. ahh. stayed on till every shop’s closed. took quite a number of pictures as being a photographer, i just want to have things captured. the best picture was the group shot, well xcludin myself. i was behind the lens. ahh. by then i was all groggy. lack of sleep that whole week. but being in the presence of the rest’s just heart warmin. we then ajourned to have some drinks at one of the locals. fun!
greetins morons…i mean…mor-tals, we cometh inth peaceth~
didn’t sleep till 2 that night. :: shrugs :: hit the hay like a dead log & woke midday. still feelin like a dead log. didn’t sleep too well, nor did i on sunday. all in all, didn’t really njoyed that weekend. this week’s here and i’m definitely going to make it worthwhile.
